I’m an awesome artist
Sometimes I just don’t understand my life as an FA student. I try so hard and still I end up being mediocre. I miss the days when grades were based on how much you studied, recited and participated. I miss the days when people saw me as someone they can count on when it comes with academics. I miss being complimented and looked up to. I miss being proud of myself for doing a job-well-done.
Now all I have left is a pile of work to do and no inspiration.
Frustrated, yes clearly I am. But you know what sucks the most?—It’s when I like a certain plate and I think it’s gonna get a high mark, but of course my prediction fails as well. HELLO SELF-ESTEEM? ARE YOU STILL THERE?!
But don’t get me wrong, of course this wont stop me from trying to get an uno (especially in drawing). I know I can, I mean I passed the freaking talent test didn’t I?!
