November 2010
2 posts
NEW TUMBLR
www.elleafar.tumblr.com
leaving... sort of.
I’m gonna be making a new tumblr soon. This one’s too personal, and to tell you quite frankly I kinda still wanna keep it. This will be my secret/ranting blog. Hihi. Adios!
October 2010
8 posts
1 tag
seryosong tanong.. may type ka ba sa fa?
Meron :>
Knock knock. Who’s there?
Maybe happiness is also forgiveness.
Asshole ako at wala na kong maramdaman. Isipin mo...
But I am hardheaded.
I can’t unlove you.
dsamn:
WHATS WITH MY TEETH, I KEEP LOSING IT IN MY DREAMS
May galit sayo yung toothperi.
I'm an awesome artist
Sometimes I just don’t understand my life as an FA student. I try so hard and still I end up being mediocre. I miss the days when grades were based on how much you studied, recited and participated. I miss the days when people saw me as someone they can count on when it comes with academics. I miss being complimented and looked up to. I miss being proud of myself for doing a job-well-done.
...
I still think about you. I don't know why.
September 2010
17 posts
1 tag
KAYO BA NI ANJO?????
PUNYETA. SINO KA?
Knock knock. Who’s there?
1 tag
KAYO BA NI ANJO???
THE FUCK?! =))
Knock knock. Who’s there?
1 tag
ANG DAMI MONG BOYS
I prefer to call them friends.
Knock knock. Who’s there?
I kinda miss the bond we shared. I mean, who...
sigh.
FO.
As of 11:06 PM yesterday, I broke my silence and ended our mishap. Good riddance you piece of shit.
Part of me just wants to hurt you, the same way...
The only exception
I can’t sing its chorus. It’s not gon’ happen.
August 2010
7 posts
Lagi nalang umuulan, parang walang katapusan....
Thank you Cueshe.
Lagi nalang akong umiiyak. Lagi nalang akong depressed. Lagi nalang akong mediocre. Lagi nalang panget mga drawing ko pag life model. Lagi nalang nagkakamali yung printing press sa pagprint ng file ko, kaya dumodoble binabayaran ko. Lagi nalang akong walang oras. Lagi nalang walang tulog. Lagi nalang na-eexpose ang photo paper ko. Lagi nalang kitang inaabangan mag online, di...
I ARE STUPID
I waste my time and energy listening to all your heartbreaks, but you can’t even hear my heart breaking.
It’s so sad to know you’ll always have me, and I’ll always be behind her shadow.
Tsk. Rude boy.
I WANNA BE HAPPY ALREADY!!! SANTA CLAUS! PAPA JESUS! PLS!!!
What really matters...
If there’s one thing I’ve learned from all the bullshit I’ve been having lately… It’s that you can’t deal with ‘em alone.
I love my friends. And I love my family. They’re all I need :)
Di ko na kaya.
Sasabog na ko.
Pls.
Tama na.
Crying like a church on Monday.
I can’t help failing to remember to forget you
and I know it’s gonna be a long time.
Now I’m crying like a church on Monday,
I’m praying for these feelings to go away.
So do me a favor baby,
and put down your new god,
and love me like Sunday again.
July 2010
18 posts
Sour throat.
I never, ever ever ever want to feel what I felt last Thursday, ever again. I basically barfed everything I ate, so I decided not to eat anything at all instead. The only time I was able to get out of bed was when I needed to go pee or barf again. I had bad dreams about trees and the rain, and the sound of my fan was like a lion’s growl—I felt I was gonna die of bangungot :(
So yeah I...
Soar throat
Any second now I might collapse of stress and heartbreak—funny. Man you are really something else, if only you knew haha.
Anyway, I don’t know if I’m supposed to take Paracetamol to lessen my migraine, but if I do that I’ll probably doze off til dinner time thus incomplete plates again.
/wrist.
/neck.
/face.
/leg.
I will cry again later. Bye. :(
@!^%!!*(!!(!***!
Pare alam mo yung ang landi mo? Ang sakit na. :(
The Kooks-Ooh La →
Embed disabled kaya link nalang :| BOO!
I crush him!! And his Australian accent gah! <3 The vocalist reminds me of someone from my school, but funny thing is I don’t like him (guy from school). HAHA.
Motherf
God! I really should be studying but instead I’d rather listen to Heartbreak Warfare 100 times until I fall asleep again. This is so unhealthy and unproductive.
I’ve been sulking the whole day, blank-staring at the imperfections of my dirty wall. The weather kind of matched with my energy and emotions, if only you did too.
Madaya.
Di pinalabas yung segment namin para kay Zorro sa Rated K. BV BV BV. Todo acting pa naman kami! T_T
On the other hand…
I kinda didn’t like the idea that they revealed so much about Zorro. Wala lang. But I still love him to death, I laughed so much when they showed clips of him helping people cross the street. So cute :))