November 2010
2 posts
NEW TUMBLR
www.elleafar.tumblr.com
Nov 7th
leaving... sort of.
I’m gonna be making a new tumblr soon. This one’s too personal, and to tell you quite frankly I kinda still wanna keep it. This will be my secret/ranting blog. Hihi. Adios!
Nov 3rd
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October 2010
8 posts
Oct 16th
9,026 notes
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seryosong tanong.. may type ka ba sa fa?
Meron :> Knock knock. Who’s there?
Oct 16th
Maybe happiness is also forgiveness.
Oct 16th
Asshole ako at wala na kong maramdaman. Isipin mo...
But I am hardheaded. I can’t unlove you.
Oct 13th
Oct 13th
dsamn: WHATS WITH MY TEETH, I KEEP LOSING IT IN MY DREAMS May galit sayo yung toothperi.
Oct 6th
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I'm an awesome artist
Sometimes I just don’t understand my life as an FA student. I try so hard and still I end up being mediocre. I miss the days when grades were based on how much you studied, recited and participated. I miss the days when people saw me as someone they can count on when it comes with academics. I miss being complimented and looked up to. I miss being proud of myself for doing a job-well-done. ...
Oct 2nd
I still think about you. I don't know why.
Oct 1st
September 2010
17 posts
Sep 30th
Sep 29th
Sep 29th
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KAYO BA NI ANJO?????
PUNYETA. SINO KA? Knock knock. Who’s there?
Sep 27th
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KAYO BA NI ANJO???
THE FUCK?! =)) Knock knock. Who’s there?
Sep 27th
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ANG DAMI MONG BOYS
I prefer to call them friends. Knock knock. Who’s there?
Sep 27th
Sep 23rd
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I kinda miss the bond we shared. I mean, who...
sigh.
Sep 21st
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Sep 20th
Sep 20th
FO.
As of 11:06 PM yesterday, I broke my silence and ended our mishap. Good riddance you piece of shit.
Sep 20th
Sep 20th
Sep 13th
Part of me just wants to hurt you, the same way...
Sep 9th
The only exception
I can’t sing its chorus. It’s not gon’ happen.
Sep 7th
Sep 7th
Sep 3rd
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August 2010
7 posts
Lagi nalang umuulan, parang walang katapusan....
Thank you Cueshe. Lagi nalang akong umiiyak. Lagi nalang akong depressed. Lagi nalang akong mediocre. Lagi nalang panget mga drawing ko pag life model. Lagi nalang nagkakamali yung printing press sa pagprint ng file ko, kaya dumodoble binabayaran ko. Lagi nalang akong walang oras. Lagi nalang walang tulog. Lagi nalang na-eexpose ang photo paper ko. Lagi nalang kitang inaabangan mag online, di...
Aug 26th
I ARE STUPID
I waste my time and energy listening to all your heartbreaks, but you can’t even hear my heart breaking. It’s so sad to know you’ll always have me, and I’ll always be behind her shadow. Tsk. Rude boy. I WANNA BE HAPPY ALREADY!!! SANTA CLAUS! PAPA JESUS! PLS!!!
Aug 10th
Aug 9th
Aug 9th
What really matters...
If there’s one thing I’ve learned from all the bullshit I’ve been having lately… It’s that you can’t deal with ‘em alone. I love my friends. And I love my family. They’re all I need :)
Aug 6th
Di ko na kaya.
Sasabog na ko. Pls. Tama na.
Aug 3rd
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Crying like a church on Monday.
I can’t help failing to remember to forget you and I know it’s gonna be a long time. Now I’m crying like a church on Monday, I’m praying for these feelings to go away. So do me a favor baby, and put down your new god, and love me like Sunday again.
Aug 2nd
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July 2010
18 posts
Jul 31st
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Jul 24th
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Sour throat.
I never, ever ever ever want to feel what I felt last Thursday, ever again. I basically barfed everything I ate, so I decided not to eat anything at all instead. The only time I was able to get out of bed was when I needed to go pee or barf again. I had bad dreams about trees and the rain, and the sound of my fan was like a lion’s growl—I felt I was gonna die of bangungot :( So yeah I...
Jul 24th
Soar throat
Any second now I might collapse of stress and heartbreak—funny. Man you are really something else, if only you knew haha. Anyway, I don’t know if I’m supposed to take Paracetamol to lessen my migraine, but if I do that I’ll probably doze off til dinner time thus incomplete plates again. /wrist. /neck. /face. /leg. I will cry again later. Bye. :(
Jul 21st
Jul 21st
@!^%!!*(!!(!***!
Pare alam mo yung ang landi mo? Ang sakit na. :(
Jul 18th
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Jul 17th
The Kooks-Ooh La →
Embed disabled kaya link nalang :| BOO! I crush him!! And his Australian accent gah! <3 The vocalist reminds me of someone from my school, but funny thing is I don’t like him (guy from school). HAHA. 
Jul 14th
Jul 14th
Motherf
God! I really should be studying but instead I’d rather listen to Heartbreak Warfare 100 times until I fall asleep again. This is so unhealthy and unproductive. I’ve been sulking the whole day, blank-staring at the imperfections of my dirty wall. The weather kind of matched with my energy and emotions, if only you did too.
Jul 14th
Jul 14th
Madaya.
Di pinalabas yung segment namin para kay Zorro sa Rated K. BV BV BV. Todo acting pa naman kami! T_T On the other hand… I kinda didn’t like the idea that they revealed so much about Zorro. Wala lang. But I still love him to death, I laughed so much when they showed clips of him helping people cross the street. So cute :))
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